Procrastination

Oh what a terrible thing, or is it really? Is it time to spend with one's self? Or just a waste of time? Why at this moment am I on Blogger creating a new post? All of these questions just floating around in my little head. I am working on revising my paper for English class and just can't seem to keep my focus. My mind wanders, my tummy rumbles and my eyes begin to squint.  Why can't I seem to focus on anything that I do for school? I don't think it's because I am uninterested or that I just simply don't care, I think that I really am A.D.D. What if I were diagnosed with it, then what? Would I get special help and extra time to do my projects? I don't even think that would help because I would always feel behind.  Oh what to do? I know what I am writing about in my paper and I have confidence in finishing it in a timely matter.  My teacher even looked it over for me on Tuesday and made some corrections and suggestions to help me make it better. I had a test tonight, so I spent Tuesday night and all of today review and trying to study what I could for the test. I took a little power nap when I put Nani to bed so that I could stay up long enough to finish out my paper. Well, I think my solution is to make some hot tea, grab something sweet and get back to it! Oh best wishes to ME! I can do it! There we go, my boost in self esteem will help me! Later all

Wii Fit

My new past time is the Wii Fit. My dad got it for my mom for Valentine's Day to help with her heart.  I wasn't in a good mood last night and I couldn't go to sleep, so I set up the Wii Fit.  I worked out for an hour and actually lost a little less than a pound lol.  My goal is to lose 3 pounds in 2 weeks, I'm pretty sure that I can do it! I am motivated and plan to use it every day.  I am finally getting rid of my unfortunate gut.  I ultimately want to get back in a bikini because the family is going on a cruise to Bermuda in August. I don't want to be self-conscience about my body and I want to feel good about myself.  The neck step is to get my mom to start doing it too. Last night she actually worked out with me for a little bit by my side, so soon enough she will be working out too!

Skype Me!

I got to talk to Rachel after many unsuccessful tries. Yay I love her !

Sometimes, like as you can see in the pic, we weren't talking, but we were still able to hang out for a while and that is very nice. I posed and she was on the telly, making living arrangements I think. 

I miss my friends

I am grateful for all of my wonderful friends and am proud of all of their accomplishments and adventures they are on. I miss them so much. My best friends are ALL out of town and that makes me sad.  For the first time in my life I had lunch by myself at a restaurant. I took my textbook and acted like I was reading, but we all know that I am a little A.D.D. and I can't read if there is anything else going on! It turned out to be fine, and it was nice to have some me time, but I still went thru the list of my friends I could have lunch with, and they are all outta town.

My best friend Rae is in Italy, living it up and babysitting occasionally and hanging out with Molly and her friends. Poor Rae is about to have to start over again because all of her friends are leaving for another country very soon. I feel sorry for her because she won't have her click anymore, but I have faith that she will make some new special friends again real soon.  My other best friend Rachel just left for France not too long ago. I will talk more about that later. My sister is in Columbia and Jessica is in Minnesota!  I was spoiled because I got to hang out with these girls all the time and they are all making lives for themselves.  I am really happy that they are getting to experience different countries and cities.  They can share their experiences with me from time to time and when they get back. This is my first blog and I will keep them coming as I get the hang of this blogging thing